Человек в картинках (The Illustrated Man), 1951 - Рэй Брэдбери

– Вижу.

– Стоит мне побыть рядом с человеком немножко подольше, и это место вроде как затуманивается и на нем появляется картинка. Если рядом женщина, через час у меня на спине появляется ее изображение и видна вся ее жизнь – как она будет жить дальше, как помрет, какая она будет в шестьдесят лет. А если это мужчина, за час у меня на спине появится его изображение: как он свалится с обрыва или поездом его переедет. И опять меня гонят в три шеи.

Так он говорил и все поглаживал ладонями свои картинки, будто поправлял рамки или пыль стирал, точь-в-точь какой-нибудь коллекционер, знаток и любитель живописи. Потом лёг, откинувшись на спину, очень большой и грузный в лунном свете. Ночь настала теплая. Душно, ни ветерка. Мы оба лежали без рубашек.

– И вы так и не отыскали ту старуху?

– Нет.

– И по-вашему, она явилась из будущего?

– А иначе откуда бы ей знать все эти истории, что она на мне разрисовала?

Он устало закрыл глаза. Заговорил тише:

– Бывает, по ночам я их чувствую, картинки. Вроде как муравьи по мне ползают. Тут уж я знаю, они делают свое дело. Я на них больше и не гляжу никогда. Стараюсь хоть немного отдохнуть. Я ведь почти не сплю. И вы тоже лучше не глядите, вот что я вам скажу. Коли хотите уснуть, отвернитесь от меня.

Я лежал шагах в трёх от него. Он был как будто не буйный и уж очень занятно разрисован. Не то я, пожалуй, предпочел бы убраться подальше от его нелепой болтовни. Но эти картинки… Я всё не мог наглядеться. Всякий бы свихнулся, если б его так изукрасили.

Ночь была тихая, лунная. Я слышал, как он дышит. Где-то поодаль, в овражках, не смолкали сверчки. Я лежал на боку так, чтоб видеть картинки. Прошло, пожалуй, с полчаса. Непонятно было, уснул ли Человек в картинках, но вдруг я услышал его шепот:

– Шевелятся, а?

Я понаблюдал с минуту. Потом сказал:

– Да.

Картинки шевелились, каждая в свой черёд, каждая – всего минуту-другую. При свете луны, казалось, одна за другой разыгрывались маленькие трагедии, тоненько звенели мысли и, словно далекий прибой, тихо роптали. Не сумею сказать, час ли, три ли часа все это длилось. Знаю только, что я лежал как зачарованный и не двигался, пока звёзды свершали свой путь по небосводу…

Человек в картинках шевельнулся. Потом заворочался во сне, и при каждом движении на глаза мне попадала новая картинка – на спине, на плече, на запястье. Он откинул руку, теперь она лежала в сухой траве, на которую ещё не пала утренняя роса, ладонью вверх. Пальцы разжались, и на ладони ожила еще одна картинка. Он поежился, и на груди его я увидал чёрную пустыню, глубокую, бездонную пропасть – там мерцали звёзды, и среди звёзд что-то шевелилось, что-то падало в чёрную бездну; я смотрел, а оно всё падало…

The Veldt 1950

"George, I wish you'd look at the nursery."

"What's wrong with it?"

"I don't know."

"Well, then."

"I just want you to look at it, is all, or call a psychologist in to look at it."

"What would a psychologist want with a nursery?"

"You know very well what he'd want." His wife paused in the middle of the kitchen and watched the stove busy humming to itself, making supper for four.

"It's just that the nursery is different now than it was."

"All right, let's have a look."

They walked down the hall of their soundproofed Happylife Home, which had cost them thirty thousand dollars installed, this house which clothed and fed and rocked them to sleep and played and sang and was good to them. Their approach sensitized a switch somewhere and the nursery light flicked on when they came within ten feet of it. Similarly, behind them, in the halls, lights went on and off as they left them behind, with a soft automaticity.

"Well," said George Hadley.

They stood on the thatched floor of the nursery. It was forty feet across by forty feet long and thirty feet high; it had cost half again as much as the rest of the house. "But nothing's too good for our children," George had said.

The nursery was silent. It was empty as a jungle glade at hot high noon. The walls were blank and two dimensional. Now, as George and Lydia Hadley stood in the center of the room, the walls began to purr and recede into crystalline distance, it seemed, and presently an African veldt appeared, in three dimensions, on all sides, in color reproduced to the final pebble and bit of straw. The ceiling above them became a deep sky with a hot yellow sun.

George Hadley felt the perspiration start on his brow.

"Let's get out of this sun," he said. "This is a little too real. But I don't see anything wrong."

"Wait a moment, you'll see," said his wife.

Now the hidden odorophonics were beginning to blow a wind of odor at the two people in the middle of the baked veldtland. The hot straw smell of lion grass, the cool green smell of the hidden water hole, the great rusty smell of animals, the smell of dust like a red paprika in the hot air. And now the sounds: the thump of distant antelope feet on grassy sod, the papery rustling of vultures. A shadow passed through the sky. The shadow flickered on George Hadley's upturned, sweating face.

"Filthy creatures," he heard his wife say.

"The vultures."

"You see, there are the lions, far over, that way. Now they're on their way to the water hole. They've just been eating," said Lydia. "I don't know what."

"Some animal." George Hadley put his hand up to shield off the burning light from his squinted eyes. "A zebra or a baby giraffe, maybe."

"Are you sure?" His wife sounded peculiarly tense.

"No, it's a little late to be sure," be said, amused. "Nothing over there I can see but cleaned bone, and the vultures dropping for what's left."

"Did you bear that scream?" she asked.

'No."

"About a minute ago?"

"Sorry, no."

The lions were coming. And again George Hadley was filled with admiration for the mechanical genius who had conceived this room. A miracle of efficiency selling for an absurdly low price. Every home should have one. Oh, occasionally they frightened you with their clinical accuracy, they startled you, gave you a twinge, but most of the time what fun for everyone, not only your own son and daughter, but for yourself when you felt like a quick jaunt to a foreign land, a quick change of scenery. Well, here it was!

And here were the lions now, fifteen feet away, so real, so feverishly and startlingly real that you could feel the prickling fur on your hand, and your mouth was stuffed with the dusty upholstery smell of their heated pelts, and the yellow of them was in your eyes like the yellow of an exquisite French tapestry, the yellows of lions and summer grass, and the sound of the matted lion lungs exhaling on the silent noontide, and the smell of meat from the panting, dripping mouths.

The lions stood looking at George and Lydia Hadley with terrible green-yellow eyes.

"Watch out!" screamed Lydia.

The lions came running at them.

Lydia bolted and ran. Instinctively, George sprang after her. Outside, in the hall, with the door slammed he was laughing and she was crying, and they both stood appalled at the other's reaction.

"George!"

"Lydia! Oh, my dear poor sweet Lydia!"

"They almost got us!"

"Walls, Lydia, remember; crystal walls, that's all they are. Oh, they look real, I must admit – Africa in your parlor – but it's all dimensional, superreactionary, supersensitive color film and mental tape film behind glass screens. It's all odorophonics and sonics, Lydia. Here's my handkerchief."

"I'm afraid." She came to him and put her body against him and cried steadily. "Did you see? Did you feel? It's too real."

"Now, Lydia…"

"You've got to tell Wendy and Peter not to read any more on Africa."

"Of course – of course." He patted her.

"Promise?"

"Sure."

"And lock the nursery for a few days until I get my nerves settled."

"You know how difficult Peter is about that. When I punished him a month ago by locking the nursery for even a few hours – the tantrum be threw! And Wendy too. They live for the nursery."

"It's got to be locked, that's all there is to it."

"All right." Reluctantly he locked the huge door. "You've been working too hard. You need a rest."

"I don't know – I don't know," she said, blowing her nose, sitting down in a chair that immediately began to rock and comfort her. "Maybe I don't have enough to do. Maybe I have time to think too much. Why don't we shut the whole house off for a few days and take a vacation?"

"You mean you want to fry my eggs for me?"

"Yes." She nodded.

"And dam my socks?"

"Yes." A frantic, watery-eyed nodding.

"And sweep the house?"

"Yes, yes – oh, yes!''

"But I thought that's why we bought this house, so we wouldn't have to do anything?"

"That's just it. I feel like I don't belong here. The house is wife and mother now, and nursemaid. Can I compete with an African veldt? Can I give a bath and scrub the children as efficiently or quickly as the automatic scrub bath can? I cannot. And it isn't just me. It's you. You've been awfully nervous lately."

"I suppose I have been smoking too much."

"You look as if you didn't know what to do with yourself in this house, either. You smoke a little more every morning and drink a little more every afternoon and need a little more sedative every night. You're beginning to feel unnecessary too."

"Am I?" He paused and tried to feel into himself to see what was really there.